I was at work last night until 10 PM. I did really good on food until about 7 PM then I dove into the candy bowl and paid for it this morning. I woke up with the WORST stomach ache. I felt like a five-year-old who had indulged too much a night after Halloween.
I have to make sure that I pack enough food to last well into the night. It would have helped tremendously. I also, need to work on not allowing myself to be here that late either. It’s a really hard thing for me because I have not had a social life for so long, none of my friends really include me in much anymore. That’s not written to break out the violins, it’s more of a realization that life goes on without you and that sucks.
It’s interesting how much you learn about yourself in such a short time when you are focused on yourself and not just floating through life like a tumbleweed. You realize all these things you are missing because you’re a zombie. I’m tired of being a zombie.
Another thing I would like to work on is getting out of work at a normal time. Next week, I need to leave work by 6 PM at least three times.
