Wednesday 18 June 2014
I don’t know why I can’t get amped up or even allow myself to get healthy. Why do I sabotage myself? Why do I fucking work so much? Why do I not eat and then get so hungry that I fucking binge on everything in sight?
I don’t know. I don’t get it. Though I need to figure it out because I can’t get dressed and I can’t feel comfortable in anything that I wear. I can’t be who I want to be. This is not okay.
